Thats where my mind has been to day! in LALA land… I’m having a hard time focusing today I had a bug over the weekend and I think I’m still shaking it and I get super moody when I’m sick pregnancy is not going to be fun for Red lol…
Schoolwork wasn’t productive today… last week even with my lack of motivation I got everything done… I’m at the half way point with two of my classes and I’m just really stressed I didn’t realize I overscheduled and now I’m paying for it but in 5 weeks things will calm down so thats nice I’ll get everything done it’s just stressful!!!
On the plus side as part of my present to myself for getting my truck paid off I am buying a new couch which is awesome cause reality is our couch now sucks bad! We got it from hubbys aunt when we first moved in together and it has paid it’s dues… Now I know this may sound silly but I wanted a couch before we got pregnant… because my MIL is in a wheelchair and living with us so we gave her the master bedroom and we added on a room for us but we share the other bathroom with our boys and it’s on the opposite end of the house from our bedroom… if I end up on bedrest or with bad morning sickness or constantly peeing I’m going to want to be closer to the bathroom which would put me on the couch and I would not sleep on the couch we have now… So this was one of my big goals to get before we start the IVF stuff… Today we picked out our couch and tomorrow morning I’ll be picking it up!!! I’m so fricken excited!!!
As soon as I get the living room rearranged tomorrow I need to get on my homework and bust butt and get as much as I possibly can! Thursday I want to try to get down to my school that I’ll be observing for 10 hours but it just depends how much work I can get done between tuesday and wednesday worst case I go down friday and meet the teacher and set up our schedule for the time requirements and then I also need to ask her if she’ll let me volunteer an extra 10 hours for my service learning… on top of this I have to construct an extensive research report and this is only one of my classes!
I get Saturday off this weekend which is nice for valentines day were planning a nice little family day out riding dirt bikes well the boys will be I will be soaking up the nice weather reading a book and drinking some Redds apple ale 🙂 I got a cute little lingerie outfit and some rose petals to decorate the bed with and surprise Red! Get a little extra romance going on! I’ve been trying to get extra bedroom time in since I know once were in the IVF game thats going to change a bit so I’m trying to enjoy as much as I can now!!! just sometimes with the stress of everything going on it’s easy to lose track of time and end up with not enough time to actually do anything I really need to figure out how to balance all this!
Hence why once my contract at work is up I’m going to quit and go full time student and just focus on getting pregnant!